today

today before PE lesson Felix come to my class and as usual he talks..but
the difference was i just kept looking at him..i looked him closely..
his face, his moving mouth, his smile, his voice asking why did i just kept looking at me with a little smile on my face..i justt..
i felt...shy(hah!!hello i'm his girlfriend for why did i felt so shy?)
it's just my heart rumbling...when i saw his face and his hair..ughh
i want to hug him and run my hands through his hair and his wide back..Oh My God..i can't help myself thinking about all that...
well it's over anyway.hehe
and i just wanted to say i'm kind a don't like him for 1 reason
well,people aren't perfect right??ok then i accept this.hehe
hope we'll be together for a long time :D

my dreams come true

sunday, 21st of February 2010, i Orchid Beatrix has bought a fisheye lomooo...hehe
it's white and it looks just great.haha.actually my mom bought it for me..thanks a lot mom..love u a lottt...first i was sad because i go to Senci while Aksara is at Plaza Ind
but then my family decided to go to Plaza Ind i am so happy...
there i bought it..i go straight to Aksara and bought itt..hehe
thanks a lot u all..hehe..i am so HAPPY:D

then my order just got here, first it was all sold out then the shop has a RE stock and i bought it immediately and here it is my lovely skirt <3 src="http://farm3.static.flickr.com/2721/4381913278_bb09a0afdd_m.jpg" alt="" style="border: 2px solid rgb(0, 0, 0);">


here they are :D

just some links..

this is a cool link for u who are bored with ur outfits...
http://gogirlmagz.com/beta/entry/3276/diy-bleached-jeans
http://gogirlmagz.com/beta/entry/6121/diy-legging-tie-dye
http://gogirlmagz.com/beta/entry/2352/how-to-make-your-own-acid-tee
http://gogirlmagz.com/beta/entry/10912/shirt-metamorphosis
http://gogirlmagz.com/beta/entry/8618/acid-wash-denim-shirt
http://gogirlmagz.com/beta/entry/7401/celana-jadi-rok

love Agyness

OMG!!! so inspiring...can u believe it??after falling TWICE on the catwalk during Haiti Relief Show Agyness Deyn just laugh and give herself a handclap and stand up again..on the second fall she smiled,take off the shoes and walk with a big smiledd...so inspiring...
she didn't feel ashamed i meant it's on a catwalkk!!love her so muchh
and after that Aggy tweeted, “1st show of fashion week! Took a tumble! Got up! Fell again. Should have stayed down the 1st time. Twice! WTF! Ouch my knees!”

check the video:
http://justjared.buzznet.com/2010/02/13/agyness-deyn-falling-fashion-week-hope-for-haiti/

Valentine's day and Chinese New Year

First let me say Happy Valentaine's day and Chinese New Year day everyone
hope we get blessing and everything positive in this tiger year and i hope u all get a lovely Val's day..hehe.this Valentine i already got my Valentine
he's Felix of course.i got him a Cadbury choco
but i melt the choco and mold it into a heart shape and the choco quantity are quite many..
after doing it a half way i just realize i don't have any box to put it in
then i rush and make it,it turns out bad,well not so bad,it was too big for the chocolate...well at least i tried
then i ask Jess to deliver it to Felix,also i wrote a letter to him
when i'm on the phone with him,he just got the choco from Jess and read my letter
i'm quite shy,but,he said thank u and that he's lucky to have me as his girlfriend
and said he loves me :)



the box


the inner part with the letter



a chocolate from mom

Now on to the Chinese New Year
this morning i wake up then make the chocolate and then i get ready to go to Laukung's house to have a family gathering time
i don't have any red outfit so i wore my pink shirt and it turns out great
i finished getting ready around 11 am but we go to Laukung's house at 2 pm
while waiting my cousins and my family come to my house at least a few of them
we waited quite a long time but it's ok
i don't text with Felix a lot today because his phone is pending and my battery was always low,i don't know why but it is the day for us to gather with our family but this is the V day
but i don'y really mind if i don't go with him today or tomorrow,it's ok
as long as we still love each other
anyway in my Laukung's house we all gather
i hug my grandmother because i can't do it yesterday,it feels great
then we go home and here i am writing this blog.hehe'
ok then i'm done,hope u all got a great day:here's my photo before going to Laukung's house

the angpaos i got :D


just love my hair in the morning :)

1/2 day in ITC with crazy friends

soo..today i went to ITC BSD with my friends(Gishel,Vanny,and Jessica)
from 10 am-3 pm
actually we just went there to find Vanny a skirt
and when we already did we ate pizza.hehe
we also bought Vienna's present,
Vanny bought herself a layered jeans skirt and a nice one
then we just go round and round and has done CRAZY things like:
-running up on the eskalator that goes down
-running down on the eskalator that goes up
-trying to use the public phone but we finally can't use it because we don't know how
-asking 5 shapes from baloons(poodle,mouse,hat) in pizzahut
-squeezing destroyed baloons after playing with it
-making a new music instrument from the ballon that's blown up
-laughting crazily becoz we waited too long for the car to take us home
and many more,hhe,crazy huh?
just got few pictures:



the baloons :D




poodle baloon with my strawberry iced tea



my friends are going to eat my mice baloon..nooo

photos i loved

love the smell of this fruit a lot

so green..and pure

how my dog lay down from the back..cutee

how Cady lays from top..hehe

my order just comeeee...yay

yesterdayyy...my order just come..hehe
i ordered a military dress and a padded shirt and i love it..a lottt
it comes when i'm studying..so i just take a picture of it in package with my Biology book
i was so happy when it comes and i love it
it's just worth it,the price and the waiting time
i open it this morning,well actually my mom opens it for me.hehe
so this is it:


pics of them in package with my Biology book



pic of them after i open it and fall in love to them.hhe

obsession

OMG....this is the 2nd best camera i loveeee...
this cute things i loved called lomo camera..now i want one of those..pleassseee
someone tell me where i can buy one
please i'm begging u
i love these soo muchh
for example:
Fisheye lomo

second Lomo Holga

and many moreeeeee
hope i can get onee

i cried..

OMG...i can't believe it..after reading this blog
http://stepstofrance.blogspot.com/search/label/Masa%20-%20masa%20SMA
i cried...no..while reading it i cried..
it's just...so sad
and..it motivates me..
to study harder...
i'm always lazy now..when i know i can get better
i can go higher
i can push to the limit
i can do something better even best
it's just such a waste..all these years..i just complained without efforts..
i must get back on the best track...
thx a lot for the one who owns that blog..
God please help me to do it..and please
bless us all...
:')

living in the past?

hate myself in a condition like thisss...
why do i keep living in the past???
arrghhh.....
i just wanted to screammmm
why can't i forget it??like forever... :(
this afternoon after i arrive at home..i go to my room take the cushion(pillow) and screammmm...
i just want to say sorry and
"i am the stupidest person i have ever known"