missing missing missing

it has been..i don;t know..weeks simce the last time i met him...
and i miss him so damn much...

some things...

so...today i got PE lesson which is swimming !
i thought it was going to be fun..well it is fun but it makes me tired cause everytime i'm in a pool all i do is played not swimming seriously...
well now my legs and arm are hurt or too tired..
i already have many HW and research for every project starts now..
well i'm in HS now and the techers are like asking us if we want to go abroad or not
and we have to find the qualification needed to be in that certain college
and i decided to search for the college and the qualification needed..
i am thinking to go either to New York or Paris or Milan...
i hope i can..
btw..things i do for a REFRESH in my brain
(btw...loving this song->Just Dance_Lady Gaga)
1st ONLINE !more twitter less Blog and Facebook













and yes this is my bed..all of my room are in a mess :p, and of course texting with my lovely boyfriend :p















HAVE AN INCREDIBLE AND EXCITING WEEK EVERYONE :D

home,dogs,boyfriend,family :D

i draw the smile on his arm :p so cute

can u believe it??i'm with my boyfriennddd !!

before..i keep on missing him A LOT..but..we have met soo..i'm soo happy :D

he is just soo irresistable..i love him a lott :)

so..

so..he came to my house again today..
first he texted me he was going on a ride, i thought he was going to his friend's house, but suddenly i got him calling and saying he's near my house
hehe and soo there he is :D
took some pics
and
I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH
and i do love his red jacket..it's color makes me want to took it and put it in my wardrobe and make it mine ♥


















btw going to sms tomorrow with Jessica to watch Eclipse again and i'm kind a excited that i can see the handsome Jacob AGAIN ♥

here it is

here's what i promised an outfit post..hehe
this morning my boyfriend came to my house but my parents ask me to come with them to a mall and watch Eclipse
so he had to go home yet i have some time with him :D

he's just irresistable ;)

and i watch Eclipse and the story=AWESOME
the character=AWESOME
JACOB BLACK=so handsome :D


isn't he handsome >.<

by Felix my lovely boyfriend :D

bweeeeeeee.....:p....

precious

hmm..i labeled all my post today so aoutomaticly i read all my post and saw the label and i saw that i care about something that's not more than important as the REAL IMPORTANT things
the most most important things are
Family












family will be there for u ALWAYS
be thankful always for the family u have that is given by God

FRIENDS














just imagine what would happen to u if u have no friends..
thank God i have friends
i love them all..
















lastly others as in means Boyfriend :D
he always there for me..i learned stuff from him
he care about me..he..he also one of God's gift..












i am greatful of what God have given me..always greatful.no matter what happened or what people say...i am the happiest girl in the world.

like his guess...

well..today i went to teko again with Felix..
and like his guess i am writing in my blog about it
haha...we both wear black top and grey pants
actually his sweater is grey..well whatever..hehe
we watch karate Kid and he got this fast heart beat during the last fight in the movie
it's kind a funny..hehe..it's like he's a little kid :p
and he calls me Persian girl or something cause my bangs looks like the princess in the Prince of Persia movie
Irene and Dennis came too and Jesse with Loren
and Vienna,Ivan,and Temmy came too
and we met Among in Teko
took some pics in Bengsol :D
isn't he cute and cool?i just love him ♥

Teko with MY BOYFRIEND

so..today i WENT TO TEKO a.k.a Teraskota..and i went there with MY BOYFRIEND(Felix)
i am so HAPPY..i'm kind a lucky i didn't went to Puncak for grade 9 farewell party
cause u know what??i just went to Teko with my boyfriend♥
i'm so happy cause it's been a long time since the last time i went to a mall with him
cause most of a time he just came to my house and we didn't went to a mall like today
we watch a movie titled "The Losers"
it is about x US army on a mission and it's so cool one of the character is named Cougar i loved his name :D
the point is i had much fun today
and WE WENT TO TEKO WITH THE SAME COLORED TOP that is RED




















FOR THE FIRST TIME:MEET CADY ONE OF MY CUTE DOG :D

MY ANNIVERSARY♥

my anniversary with Felix Ferdinand is today...!!♥ u a lottt

we've been dating since 4th of June 2009
and now we've been dating for a year :D

i wish...

i want to make u happy

last night wish

i wish i could have an insomnia
so i could hear my phone rings,
signing that your text message just arrived..

Thunder by Boys Like Girls♥

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

dresses

mom bought me a dress and i don't really like it when i just wore that dress without any adding
so i just add an outer and a belt..and it cameout pretty good..it's amazing what an OUTER and BELT can do



















this dress....mmm....it was in a school event and there're few student selling stuff..i saw this dress and ask Felix about it and he says it's nice but i didn't brought any money to buy it and suddenly he took his wallet out and pay the dress for me.so practically he buys it for me :D
wore this oday to Mall of Indonesia,mom bought this necklace for me today :)





















look i ate muffin today,it's vanilla and it taste nice :D

This sentence... took it from a song titled Thunder by Boys Like Girls
and it's for u Felix :)

it finally came?

am i JEALOUS ??

what happens today

this morning i was so in a badmood and my boyfriend ask me why i didn't tell
but he try to cheer me up..that's so sweet of him :D
yet before we all get in to our room to take the test he ask me and i said i'm back to my good mood of course it's because of him
soo i did the test and i thought that maybe the time won't be enough and
when i'm finish with 3 numbers left i still have time more than 1 hour
and so i think and finally finished the 2 question
and half guessing the last one..and so after that i tell him the reason of my badmood
of course it's because of that dream and he just said that the important thing is that my dream didn't happened in reality and so i"m soo lucky to have him as my boyfriend thanks a lot God :)
well..tomorrow's the last day and it got the hardest topic of all..
science..hmm..i'm studying now so i hope i pass UAN with great score :D

suddenly i wanted to say

i just want to say that
i love Felix Vincentius Ferdinand a lot ♡

a prayer

while praying and sending my wishes to God in heaven
u came up on my mind, and i just smiled on my own

today

today before PE lesson Felix come to my class and as usual he talks..but
the difference was i just kept looking at him..i looked him closely..
his face, his moving mouth, his smile, his voice asking why did i just kept looking at me with a little smile on my face..i justt..
i felt...shy(hah!!hello i'm his girlfriend for why did i felt so shy?)
it's just my heart rumbling...when i saw his face and his hair..ughh
i want to hug him and run my hands through his hair and his wide back..Oh My God..i can't help myself thinking about all that...
well it's over anyway.hehe
and i just wanted to say i'm kind a don't like him for 1 reason
well,people aren't perfect right??ok then i accept this.hehe
hope we'll be together for a long time :D

Valentine's day and Chinese New Year

First let me say Happy Valentaine's day and Chinese New Year day everyone
hope we get blessing and everything positive in this tiger year and i hope u all get a lovely Val's day..hehe.this Valentine i already got my Valentine
he's Felix of course.i got him a Cadbury choco
but i melt the choco and mold it into a heart shape and the choco quantity are quite many..
after doing it a half way i just realize i don't have any box to put it in
then i rush and make it,it turns out bad,well not so bad,it was too big for the chocolate...well at least i tried
then i ask Jess to deliver it to Felix,also i wrote a letter to him
when i'm on the phone with him,he just got the choco from Jess and read my letter
i'm quite shy,but,he said thank u and that he's lucky to have me as his girlfriend
and said he loves me :)



the box


the inner part with the letter



a chocolate from mom

Now on to the Chinese New Year
this morning i wake up then make the chocolate and then i get ready to go to Laukung's house to have a family gathering time
i don't have any red outfit so i wore my pink shirt and it turns out great
i finished getting ready around 11 am but we go to Laukung's house at 2 pm
while waiting my cousins and my family come to my house at least a few of them
we waited quite a long time but it's ok
i don't text with Felix a lot today because his phone is pending and my battery was always low,i don't know why but it is the day for us to gather with our family but this is the V day
but i don'y really mind if i don't go with him today or tomorrow,it's ok
as long as we still love each other
anyway in my Laukung's house we all gather
i hug my grandmother because i can't do it yesterday,it feels great
then we go home and here i am writing this blog.hehe'
ok then i'm done,hope u all got a great day:here's my photo before going to Laukung's house

the angpaos i got :D


just love my hair in the morning :)