cause of Relds

well..the reason i wrote this is because Relds remind me to
well..nothing special..yet...
SCHOOL IS KILLING ME !
my math first worksheet was 40! can u believe it?
i was soooo very shock !OMG ! i don't want to get those score but
it's the questionss...u should look at the questions -,-
and there's 1 more worksheet which i believe would be 1,something
and there's this unit test which i think would be dissapointing
and there are many assignments and projects !
God!i believe i can survive..yet..it is very hard -,-
and for the second time i am saying school is tiring me out !
things that still make me feel better
of course my dog...

















and of course doing this experiments with my clothes :P

some things...

so...today i got PE lesson which is swimming !
i thought it was going to be fun..well it is fun but it makes me tired cause everytime i'm in a pool all i do is played not swimming seriously...
well now my legs and arm are hurt or too tired..
i already have many HW and research for every project starts now..
well i'm in HS now and the techers are like asking us if we want to go abroad or not
and we have to find the qualification needed to be in that certain college
and i decided to search for the college and the qualification needed..
i am thinking to go either to New York or Paris or Milan...
i hope i can..
btw..things i do for a REFRESH in my brain
(btw...loving this song->Just Dance_Lady Gaga)
1st ONLINE !more twitter less Blog and Facebook













and yes this is my bed..all of my room are in a mess :p, and of course texting with my lovely boyfriend :p















HAVE AN INCREDIBLE AND EXCITING WEEK EVERYONE :D

WEEK END !

so at sunday i went to my cousin's wedding and it was tiring
yet AWESOME..hhe..the bride looked so beautiful and happy coz she has found her true love...i wish i had that kind of wedding too in my kind of way
after the party..in the carr...
i took off my wedges..and sit anyway i want :)
btw good thing the IT teacher is new so we kind a learned for basic..yet..
i'm so slow and IT didn't go so well..the Binus old student made the assignment so fast and good..it's like me and them is like sky and earth..so far to get there
but to be a designer i must master it so i will study and practice hard
*cross finger*
also the math is kind a hard..but the teacher are...nice.maybe i haven't know them yet..hehe
sorry..i'm kind a busy with school so i won't post everyday like i was doing at holiday...hope u still enjoy it :)




































after party..getting crazy with my curly mess of hair :p














books @binus :P

FIIRST DAY OF SCHOOL !

soo...today is my first day of school at binus..and in the morning i'm not actually lazy in waking up but i'm lazy because i have to take a shower

sooo..when i arrived at binus i already know my class but i was walking around cause i hate just being quite in the class
then when i actually sit in class and a girl kind a petite but not short show up at class and actually ask to sit beside me
then she sit and typing on her BB(many of Binusian used BB)
then i started to introduce myself to her then she started to introduce me to her friends
and she got a cute bag :) her name is Angel
i kind a felt that i disturb her either in a break or just when in class
it's like i limited her time with her friends
but she said that it's ok for her she said she's ok with anyone
then i met Ricco in Binus :)
and i miss Saint John :(
and i miss Felix
i hope i will make more more more friends in Binus...and hoped i will enjoy there too :)

DAWN

YAY!! today around 3 am in the dawn i finished my Binus school assignment
the assignment=solve math questions in English as many as u can(min.100 questions)
and i finished it >.<
and i wish i would ROCK!my first day of school and make friendS
anyway i took few pics at around 12 am-3 am :)

food for lunch...delicious :D,and the assignment..haha
i work on it in a sofa rather than in bed or table :)


dolls that are close to me :p,and socks to make my feet warm

pics when i'm bored..



tried this.haha

what happens today

this morning i was so in a badmood and my boyfriend ask me why i didn't tell
but he try to cheer me up..that's so sweet of him :D
yet before we all get in to our room to take the test he ask me and i said i'm back to my good mood of course it's because of him
soo i did the test and i thought that maybe the time won't be enough and
when i'm finish with 3 numbers left i still have time more than 1 hour
and so i think and finally finished the 2 question
and half guessing the last one..and so after that i tell him the reason of my badmood
of course it's because of that dream and he just said that the important thing is that my dream didn't happened in reality and so i"m soo lucky to have him as my boyfriend thanks a lot God :)
well..tomorrow's the last day and it got the hardest topic of all..
science..hmm..i'm studying now so i hope i pass UAN with great score :D

months of Tests

hmmm... this month...going to be a month full of studying..
Mid exam will be next week
then there's going to be national exam
then it's UAS
then UAS practice
aren't they such killers??yeah maybe but..i'm still gonna beat them >o< and about the Tryouts from Diknas...my NEM was 30,85 hhu...i was expecting a better score nut i'm going to get better in national exam..yeah i am!!(hope so) and i want to say ciayooooo for all who are in grd 9 and 12 let's STUDY..and we all going to pass those no matter what let's show Indonesia what we can do!!yeahhh!!(malu2in banget ngomong2 kayak gini..hha)

my order just comeeee...yay

yesterdayyy...my order just come..hehe
i ordered a military dress and a padded shirt and i love it..a lottt
it comes when i'm studying..so i just take a picture of it in package with my Biology book
i was so happy when it comes and i love it
it's just worth it,the price and the waiting time
i open it this morning,well actually my mom opens it for me.hehe
so this is it:


pics of them in package with my Biology book



pic of them after i open it and fall in love to them.hhe

busy monthss...

OMG!!!parrrahhh..dah lama banget aku gak nge blog..maav untuk para pembaca(ngarep banget ada yang baca..hhe)
nahh...jadiiii akan aku usahakan buat nyeritain semuanya..huff..1"yaa..
mulai darrriiiii:
1.liburan tahun baru kemarin...taw gak sii??aku ke Eropaaaaaaaaa.termasuk Paris..termasuk belanja,termasuk Eiffel..termasuk the first time i saw snowwww...hehe..meskipun gak beli barang belanjaan dari pusat perbelanjaan(son selise atao Lafayette)tapi aku dah cukup seneng kok..dah bisa bareng keluarga dll.hhe..aku gak bisa nyeritain semua pengalaman aku soalnya bakal panjanggg bangettt..hhe

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2.since it's new year...nothing special siii..but..i don't know..even through i have no changes or anything..this new year is great..nice..special..hehe

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3.mmm..what else yaa..??oh iya...now is like the most important year for me in the junior high becoz i'm already in grd 9..and that means..i'm going to do Tryouts andd the scaryyy National Exams+UAS..huff.going to be months of studying..and i only pass 1 of 6 subjects in my Tryouts..huaaa.. :'(

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i'm going to try harderr..and i mean..i just studied last few days becoz i want to..??now that''s what i call a miracle in this year..ok then..wish me luck on those Tryouts and stuff guys..G'Byeee

just blogging

hoaaa...dah lama gak nge blog..
banyak si yang harus d ceritain..tapi banyak juga yang gak boleh di ceritain
jadi sedikit aja ya..
pertama2 aku liburan natal ini aku ke Eropaaaaa..haha
ngunjungin kota impian aku..Parisss
beh...mikirin nya aja dah senyum2 sendiri..gimana di sana.hehe
jadii..aku bakal ke sana tuh rabu subuh..aku gakbisa ngambil banyak voto soalnya aku gak megang hp n kamera sama sekali..hhu..pengen nangis de...
n selama 15 harian itu aku gak bareng 3 anjing kesayangankuu..hhu
nah selese...teruss...
ada meteor lagi hari ini..kemaren...n 2 hari lalu..haha
terusss..pas ada meteor Flix juga lagi ada di rumah aku
hari ini nonton Tom n Jerry..lucu lhooo
dah lama aku gak nonton Tom n Jerry
aku lagi mkir2 ni apa aku nulis blog pake bahasa Inggris aja ya???
sapa tau menang kompetisi nge blog gituuu(ngarep)
haha..yasudah de...cukupp..o iya..
n 1 lagiii aku keterima di Binussss..hehe
g'bye...

semester tes

hmmm....
lagi belajar buat semester tes...tapi gak tau mau belajar apa..
aku bener2 harus belajar..tapii...kenapa ya??
haha..gak jelas banget
lagi stres n agak gila mungkin gara2 gak sms an
mungkin kalau di bilang kangen gak..di bilang lebay juga gak
mungkin bisa di bilang...bosennnnnn
huff..yasud de..ku tak tau ingin menulis apa lagi
btw buat yang lagi belajar...ciayoo

my best firend's b'day

jadiiii....tgl 9 Nov th my friend ultah
trus pas pagi2 tuh biasa2 aja...ngucapin ngasih kado dkk
passs pulaanngggg...aku bosen banget kesel dya gak diceburin..yaw dah
aku minta aqua gelas punya sapaaaa gituu..n sirem Vanny..hha
mulai dari situ pada sirem2an dulu pake air aqua n air minum..begitu abis n pada udah bosennn...langsung pada nyeret Vanny k kolam renang..tapiiii...jeng4x
Loren yang nyebur..hha.abis Loren nyebur n ada lagi kalau gak salah tapi aku gak tau..hha
akhirnya aku Maria n Vanny kayak janji maw nyemplung bareng tapiii begitu nyampe d kolam jadi ditunda terus pake alasan lepas sepatu dulu lah..sepatu nya sayang lah..sampe USB kecil yang harus dititip..hha
akhirnya kita bertiga kayak diseret gitu n..BYUURRRRRRR
satu2 nyebur..dan..dimulailah pertarungan menyeret2 satu sama lain sampe nyebur semua..sayang aku gak foto terlalu banyak.hhu
pada nyebur semuaaa deh.hha.seru bangettttt
pada kejar2an,dorong2an,dll,,hha
nyebur d smua...senang nya.hha
yang nyebur tuh:Vanny,aku,Maria,Irene,Loren,Jesse,Suti,Radit,mungkin ada orang lain..hha
pokoknya
i just had the best day with all of you :D"

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having soo much fun .hha

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perang seret2an .hha

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walaupun basah2an tapi aq tetep narsis..hha

SJ cup Closing ceremony

ok..soooo......SJ cup just ended this afternoon
andd....the winners i record in my memory
catur:smua nak Sanur
Basket ce:17 Tangsel n SMP 11
bskt co:SAINT JOHN
hha.FYI tnding finalnya hari ini.aq rada kecewa si gara2 tim basket cewek gak ada yang menang.tapi gak apa2 deh...masih ada lain kali.n lain kali persiapan nya kudu bagussss..
seperti yang telah anda ketahui tim basket cowok menang n Felix termasuk tim basket itu..sooo...SLAMETTTTTT....hhe
tadi pertandingan basket cowok seru banget..pada deg2 an gitu..sampe ms.Martuti jadi kesel gara2 SJ sempet gk nge poin smpe ms.Martuti loncat2 ngedukung SJ saking seru nya.hha.mr .Pungky juga sampe teriak2 n bawa drum.terus pada nyanyi buat ngedukung SJ diiringi drum sma mr.Pungky
hhe.udah de..pulang nya closing ceremony,itu termasuk band performance,Cheering,and hiburan dari MC yang gokil2 yang bikin penonton yang kecewa jadi ngakak..hha
MC nya th yang psti Audrey n Josie(kagak tau gimana cara nulis nya)
Felix pas pulang dah sibuk aja nandatanganin sertifikat2.haha.sampe kewalahan dya
eh..eh..tau gak??tadi ada yang nangis.hari ini aku ngeliat 4 orang bermuka sedih..n aku kesel banget yang pasti..ngeliat mereka sedih gitu..bikin gereeemmmm pengen d guncang2 sampe mereka sadar.tapi gara2 pernah ngalamin ya emang harus gitu..tapi beberapa saat mereka dah senyum lagi itu 2 orang doang...aku gak tau de yang 2 orang lagi...smoga mereka senyum lagi juga.hhe
sekian info nya :p

SJ Open House

wiw..dah lama juga gak ngepost.haha.mayan banyak ni yang mau d ceritain.maw dibaca apa gak si terserah kalian tapi buat yang baca.enjoy :D
aku bakal mulai dengan open house ok?
jadi tanggal 31 tuh ada open house d Saint John my school dan pada tanggal itu
akuuuu telatttttt...hha.seharusnya jam 6 dah di skul tapi karena alarm nya gak kedengeran aq bangun jem 7.15.bayangin 7.15...hha
aku nympe sono dah siang.aku sempet ngeliat Flix mimpin ngomong oath bwt SJ cup n performance tim cheers nya.hha
udah de seharian keliling2 n liat2.ngacirrrrrr..hha.
trus aku ngecek percobaan aku,aku tuh bikin hot-air baloon,ternyata gak bisa terbang.hhu.setidaknya kita dah nyoba :p

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Our hot-air baloon

udah de.ternyata cukup capek juga ngacir2.haha
ternyata banyak banget orang yang dateng ke open house SJ :D
abis ntuh akungikut Flix ke lt.4 katanya dia mau latihan band.yasud.hhe
tapi taw2 dya gak gtu maen.tapi maen bentar.hehe
gak taw kenapa aku ngantuk udah de mumpung ada Flix.aq senderan de trus tidur
begitu bangun gak bisa langsung seger jadi harus proses dulu
udah de akhirnya aku pulang.
itu akhir dari open House
buat SJ cup di post yang selanjutnya ya..tapi kudu nunggu sampe SJ cup slese juga.sooo..wait for it :D

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my boyfriend(Felix) and my teacher(mr.Ahmed)

the end of the intramural activity...

jadiii...hari ini tuh hari terakhir intramural..nah intramural itu kayak class meeting
cuman beda nya ini per grup,grup nya tuh ada 3:white,yellow,blue
aku team manager white n ikut d tim white.aku ikut basket n menang 1x.hhe.mayan lah
n surprisingly aku ikut cheers.hhe.sebulam hari ini tuh tim white yang cheers cuman latihan 1x aj.gila gak tuh??jadi gak mantep.hhe.padahal yang lain dah siap.hha
tapi pas naik d panggung tuh uret malu se tim d copot semua jadi sembarangan gitu deee.
hehe..jadi di atas panggung kita cuman 1 gerakan yang kompak yang lain gak bisa diem sambil teriak-teriak gak jelas n ketawa2.walaupun gak bagus.semangat kita bagussss..hhe.jadi di atas panggung tuh ketawa2 aja:D..serrruuuu banget.hha
udh d.meskipun tim white cuman menang 1 lomba tapi gak papa..kan yang penting semua have fun :D.blue team menang banyak n jadi the best team.hha.aku ikut seneng buat my boyfriend de.haha....lagian tim biru emang pantes kok.hehe..they deserve it :)
hari ini aku ketemu Felix cuman bentar doang si...mana di kasih meteor...ckckck

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sooo..this is the white teammm...hhe
actually only the cheering team but it's still white...hhe

new class..new haircut..new shoes..new lessons..

wiiii...aq dh klas 9 niii...hhe
UN d ntar.kdu bljr.mna d kls ada Adi,Icha,Gishela lg.huaaa...yg lain jg msh pda pinter2
mna hri prtma dh tes..kta nya ntuh tuh diagnostik tes buat ngukur k mampuan kta
ya....lanjuttt ajaaa...k bykan gru bru sih..hmm>>>
Ms. Martuti. = ngajar Math>gru nya enk.dya kta2 nya bjak
Mr.Dadi = ngajar Religion>orang nya bersemangat.klo dh gk mood tnang.diem.gk smangat
Ms.Lanny = ngajar Inggris>ya..dlu prnh d ajrin jg si..enk kq..bku nya aj gk mendkung.hhe
Mr.Yukrawan = ngajar Bhs.Indonesia>orng nya to the point.ngasih tips2.
Ms.Iin = ngajar Mand>ttp sma.lbh tegas
Mr.Robet = ngajar Art>ttp enk.hhe
Ms.Anita = ngajar Economy>same as alwayz
Mr.Agung = ngajar PE>hal2 bru.lom smpet maen bskt.dmen ikt maen
Ms.Poppy = ngajar Chemistry>ttp sma kyk yg dlu.ctatan nya lengkap,singkat,jlas.
Ms.Wanti = ngajar Geo/History>mngkn ttp kyk dlu.handoutssssss
Ms.Yani = ngajar Biology>???
plajaran nya yg jls tmbh bru n ssh.tmen2 bru d 9 Isaiah
aq 1 klas sma Loren,Vanny, n Joce>>sma yg lain jg>hhe..cpe nyebutin 1"
aplg yaaa????Enand absen mayan lma.msk RS dya
dya kna DB..tp dh smbh.td plang cpet jg..hhe
si Flix nemplok..kyk prangko.prangko yg mbul.hha
ada murid bru.nma nya Putri.dya dr Mexico lhoo..hhe
nak nya bae kq..
aq spatuu baruuu(bangga)..hhe
rmbt bru jg ni..hhe :p
lbh pndk

I LOVE THAT HAT I SAW IN PUNCAK.WANT IT!!!!!!

hope i go to Puncak ASAP

aku jadiannnn....

hri ni field trip n hari aq jdian sma the misterious mr C.hha
gni nih crita nya..pagi2 bngt aq bgn trus siap2 bwt field trip
nympe d skul udh dteng.tpi gk smua..trus d dpan ada kucing lcuu bngt...
abs tuh pda mlai dteng..kta brngkt jg d akhirnya
aq 1 bus sma dya:D..aq ddk nya tuh breng Vanny pas prtma.
ckckck..bkan main rame nya d bus..byk snack lg.hha
trus td k musium gt..d musium itu tuh ada karya2 Nyoman Nuarta
bgus bngt....aq pling ska karya nya yg "La Madame"
itu tuh mencerminkan wanita Paris.ada 3 sifat:arrogant,modern,fashionable
kren bngt...
trus pas absdr stu kan maw k Kartika Sari,tmpt bli sovenir gtu..
aq udh ngntk2 gt..aq tdr..gr2 agak brisik aq pndh k dpan..
taw2 mr C ddk d sblah aq.hhe.trus aq melek maw ngeliat sapa yg ddk.taw2 dya
trus dya nany ap gk pgel aq tdr kyk gtu.aq nany"hrus nya?"
dya blang klo maw snderan aj.udh d..aq mkir2 kpn lg bsa kyk gni
yaudah aq snderan aj d pundak nya trus tdr.hhe
abs ntuh kan udh nympe..dya bgnin aq..
trus dya blang maw ngomong..aq persilahkan..
n dtng kalimat yg bkin aq sneng stengah mati..
dya nmbk aq...huaaa...sneng bngt.
aq mkir2 dlu.n aq trima...hhe
udh de..jdian...ta da...hha..gila aq..sneng nya stengah mati..hha
dya nge gandeng aq lg pas nyebrang..hhe
trus d bus kta ddk br 2..hha...gila sneng bngt...huaa..
pas prjlanan plang kta ngobrol trus..hha
thx bngt..I Love U So Much

p.s:mr C=Felix Ferdinand

huff....

udh gk ska niii...huff..
ada tmen ku yg trnyata ska ma dya..ni deh nasib orng boong..
huff..gpp d...aq nyerah aj...
maw ngilangin ni prasaan s dkit dmi s dkit..
maav..aplg nlai aq trun...
nlai BI ku pas2 an smua..huaaaa.....mama maav
smua nya 60 an cb??hh..aq hrus lbh srius blajar..
anybody who read this wish me luck yaa
ayooo blajar jem 3.hhe

students vs teacher

tadi,gru lwan murid maen bskt
seru bngt..lcu jg
guru ada mr.Tresno,mr.Robet,dkk
yg gru kren bngt^^
yg murid jg kq.hhe
si Ignas jagoo...
mr.Robet lcu..
pas lg ngangkat telp prut nya d pukul2 am mr.Bayu
hha
pas lg nelp pake nemplok k lampu lg
pokoknya pda kren2 deh
aq gk ntn sampe slese sih.syang sx
sori bwt pra pmbca.dkit siih ini.hhe

gak dulu deh..

udh de...aq udh gk ska sapa2 lg skrng
bye ****
nikmatin msa2 jomblo dlu deh..
nikmatin msa2 lum UN.hhe
tgs msh pda numpuk lg..hh...
bru English yg slese itu jg 1/2 krja..
kudu ngrjain lg de..
BI mles ngrjain ni..cpe..byk bngt...
bruang good luck y am bruang madu...
si Irene bkin kcewa de...aq dah sneng2 maw dpet pbj mlah gk jd
hh...untung aj msh ada Jose..
smoga.......ap ya???
smoga hdup aq jd lbh bae