something

everyday i hoped that nothing bad will happen to u..

i want it ALL !

LIST OF ITEM I WANT !
first a simple long white loose shirt/tank

















second a nice brown boots..maybe suede..i am craving for this and saving my money and my patient up to get these...-,-...i will get this..ciayooo me :D

DAWN

YAY!! today around 3 am in the dawn i finished my Binus school assignment
the assignment=solve math questions in English as many as u can(min.100 questions)
and i finished it >.<
and i wish i would ROCK!my first day of school and make friendS
anyway i took few pics at around 12 am-3 am :)

food for lunch...delicious :D,and the assignment..haha
i work on it in a sofa rather than in bed or table :)


dolls that are close to me :p,and socks to make my feet warm

pics when i'm bored..



tried this.haha

i wish...

i want to make u happy

a prayer

while praying and sending my wishes to God in heaven
u came up on my mind, and i just smiled on my own

obsession

OMG....this is the 2nd best camera i loveeee...
this cute things i loved called lomo camera..now i want one of those..pleassseee
someone tell me where i can buy one
please i'm begging u
i love these soo muchh
for example:
Fisheye lomo

second Lomo Holga

and many moreeeeee
hope i can get onee

i cried..

OMG...i can't believe it..after reading this blog
http://stepstofrance.blogspot.com/search/label/Masa%20-%20masa%20SMA
i cried...no..while reading it i cried..
it's just...so sad
and..it motivates me..
to study harder...
i'm always lazy now..when i know i can get better
i can go higher
i can push to the limit
i can do something better even best
it's just such a waste..all these years..i just complained without efforts..
i must get back on the best track...
thx a lot for the one who owns that blog..
God please help me to do it..and please
bless us all...
:')

everybody's so perfect and i'm not..

kadang...bukan kadang lagi aku ngerasa aku tuh gak ada bakat sama sekali dkk
apalagi kalau lagi di antara orang2 yang berbakat
jadi minder aku...hmm...
tapi lagi nyoba have fun aja n nyari bakat
tapi begitu aku liat dia..kayaknya dya serba bisa..kenal banyak orang,lebih bisa beradaptasi dkk,sementara aku???aku bisa apa coba..huff...dya bilang aku perfect di mata dia..tapiii..aku ngerasa sebaliknya...
this where this quote is good

"respect yourself"

and so i'll follow it..i'll try..
respect myself..sooo...my plan
1.ngembangin bakat
2.hargain diri sendiri n hargain orang lain
3.keep on experimenting
4.menjalani hidup :D
and i'm gonna do it no matter what,even if it takes a longggg time..

new class..new haircut..new shoes..new lessons..

wiiii...aq dh klas 9 niii...hhe
UN d ntar.kdu bljr.mna d kls ada Adi,Icha,Gishela lg.huaaa...yg lain jg msh pda pinter2
mna hri prtma dh tes..kta nya ntuh tuh diagnostik tes buat ngukur k mampuan kta
ya....lanjuttt ajaaa...k bykan gru bru sih..hmm>>>
Ms. Martuti. = ngajar Math>gru nya enk.dya kta2 nya bjak
Mr.Dadi = ngajar Religion>orang nya bersemangat.klo dh gk mood tnang.diem.gk smangat
Ms.Lanny = ngajar Inggris>ya..dlu prnh d ajrin jg si..enk kq..bku nya aj gk mendkung.hhe
Mr.Yukrawan = ngajar Bhs.Indonesia>orng nya to the point.ngasih tips2.
Ms.Iin = ngajar Mand>ttp sma.lbh tegas
Mr.Robet = ngajar Art>ttp enk.hhe
Ms.Anita = ngajar Economy>same as alwayz
Mr.Agung = ngajar PE>hal2 bru.lom smpet maen bskt.dmen ikt maen
Ms.Poppy = ngajar Chemistry>ttp sma kyk yg dlu.ctatan nya lengkap,singkat,jlas.
Ms.Wanti = ngajar Geo/History>mngkn ttp kyk dlu.handoutssssss
Ms.Yani = ngajar Biology>???
plajaran nya yg jls tmbh bru n ssh.tmen2 bru d 9 Isaiah
aq 1 klas sma Loren,Vanny, n Joce>>sma yg lain jg>hhe..cpe nyebutin 1"
aplg yaaa????Enand absen mayan lma.msk RS dya
dya kna DB..tp dh smbh.td plang cpet jg..hhe
si Flix nemplok..kyk prangko.prangko yg mbul.hha
ada murid bru.nma nya Putri.dya dr Mexico lhoo..hhe
nak nya bae kq..
aq spatuu baruuu(bangga)..hhe
rmbt bru jg ni..hhe :p
lbh pndk

I LOVE THAT HAT I SAW IN PUNCAK.WANT IT!!!!!!

hope i go to Puncak ASAP

priorities...

nunggu..ku kan trus menuggu mu
jodh kuuu..bkal ku tunggu deh..
huff..ngpn cb aq nlis ini??hduh2..aq stress x ya??
oke deh...it`s official that i`m stressed
stress napa y??pdahal bntr lg ulum lg..huff..
udh deh..aq maw ngosongin smua yg ada di otak aq..pegi2 smua nya...
hush2..pegiiii!!!!aq maw brpkir jrnh dlu...
ok deh..ni yg pengen aq lakuin:
1.lulus ulum n naik klas
2.nikmatin hdup
3.trus nlis blog
udh ckup..itu aja udh ckup...tpi yg top priority nya skarng yg num 1
smoga smua itu bsa aq lakuin..